- In general, I am closer to people online. I open up more easily because I'm not afraid of being judged or actually seeing people's reactions. Even people that I know IRL, I find it easier to speak to them online about personal things.
- I hate how overweight I am, but I have very little opportunity and motivation to put the effort in to lose the weight.
- I like physical pain. Nothing serious, but sometimes I deliberately do things that hurt me slightly. Such as snap and unsnap hair clips against my fingers, pick the skin around my nails, or prod bruises.
- I have horrible spots all over my body. I used to try to literally cut/scratch them off, resulting in horrible crater like scars scattered around my body.
- I've only ever told two people about these scars and spots. My ex boyfriend, who I was with for 3 and a half years, is not one of them.
- My current boyfriend has seen them and doesn't care, and has given me the confidence to be more open about it.
- Again, I can't really do it in person, so firstly I have to do it online.
- I am a virgin by choice. I am scared to have sex because of my insecurities about weight and scars, and because I don't want to do it with the wrong person.
- I used to want to lose my virginity by rape. I've grown up a bit from that desire, but I am still afraid of regret.
- I am bisexual but I haven't officially "come out" to most of my friends. Unless they're reading this. I've known since I was around 13 years old.
- I people-watch and nose around on facebook. I find people and their interactions with each other very interesting, and have wasted hours of my life just looking at random people around me or clicking through people on facebook.
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