6th June 2011 (2)

I have been playing with the princesses most of the afternoon XD I really am a big child!

I took a hilarious photo though.

LOOK IN THE BACKGROUND XD LOLOLOLOL!

I also edited it because I thought it's an awesome photo :3

6th June 2011

The Disney Princess figures came today! They are adorable and although second hand, they're in really good condition.

I'm very happy with them! I even took photos of them individually!

When my Mario figures arrive, I'll take photos of them too and then arrange them along with the princesses on my campervan shelf.

Oh! Speaking of which! I jigged that up a bit yesterday. My dad got me another campervan from a charity shop, so I did some rearranging to make some space for all my new figures and the new van. Here's a photo of it, although when everything is done it'll probably look completely different.

5th June 2011

I've been awake since about 3:30am. It's now just gone 5 and I've mainly been listening to Marko's breathing and occasional light snoring.

Our chat before bed has left me feeling low. I hate that I've let him down. I hate being selfish. And he's too kind to admit it was a selfish decision.

"You chose what was best for you."

I want it to be best for him too, to get rid of some of this guilt, but I know it's not and I know he won't see it that way anyway.

I fell for him so quickly. Too quickly. Though I don't regret that. But moving in with him would be something I'd regret doing too quickly.

I just hope it all works out in the end.

I love listening to him while he's asleep. I can hear and feel the peacefulness. It's nice knowing he's safe and comfortable and that he's all mine. No one else is enjoying this moment but me.

I love you, Marko. 

2nd June 2011 (2)

[22:12:44] Michael Stubbs: Almost back (just getting changed), but just wanted to say that one of my neighbours is playing "Hey Mickey" reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy loudly.
[22:12:52] Michael Stubbs: and I'm jigging along xD
[22:13:09] yazpanda: JIGGING ALONG NAKIE? *MUSTSEEMUSTSEEMUSTSEE*
[22:13:17] Michael Stubbs: haha you wish
[22:13:25] yazpanda: i doooo
[22:13:28] yazpanda: and lol maybe they can see you
[22:13:32] yazpanda: so thats why theyre playing it
[22:13:49] Michael Stubbs: well they might be able to if they have x-ray glasses or something xD
[22:13:59] yazpanda: hehe they might
[22:14:00] yazpanda: or mirror
[22:14:01] yazpanda: s
[22:14:27] Michael Stubbs: ...mirrors?
[22:14:37] yazpanda: mhmmm
[22:14:43] yazpanda: one placed at your window
[22:14:49] yazpanda: then others so they can see from where they are
[22:15:07] Michael Stubbs: haha hmm maybe *checks window*
[22:15:11] yazpanda: :P
[22:15:16] yazpanda: if you see someone waving back
[22:15:17] yazpanda: HIDE
[22:15:23] Michael Stubbs: haha xD
[22:15:26] yazpanda: :P
[22:15:33] Michael Stubbs: nope nothing there :O
[22:15:40] yazpanda: bwahahahahaha
[22:15:43] yazpanda: you'll never find my mirror ;)
[22:16:00] Michael Stubbs: :O hehehe
[22:16:11] Michael Stubbs: tbh even if i did i wouldn't care
[22:16:30] Michael Stubbs: i'd be more impressed that you have some sort of intricate mirror system leading from my house to yours xD
[22:16:36] Michael Stubbs:  /nerd
[22:16:43] yazpanda: hahahahaha
[22:16:48] yazpanda: tbf so would i!
[22:16:51] yazpanda: if it were the other way
[22:16:55] Michael Stubbs: haha xD
[22:17:03] yazpanda: or
[22:17:08] yazpanda: id be bloody impressed with myself
[22:17:21] Michael Stubbs: hahaha xD
[22:18:00] Michael Stubbs: brb concealing nakedness

2nd June 2011

I won the disney princesses too! :D Someone else started bidding so I ended up paying £5.68 (incl. p+p), which in total is £21 for 26 figures :) Sooo.. 81pence each =D

I'm such a big child <3

I'm now gonna spend my evening attempting a further maths paper if Luke comes online. My brain is actually frazzled. Worse than frazzled. I cannot wait for exams to be over so I give my brain a rest!

1st June 2011

I tell him all the time I don't mind him talking to other girls. I honestly don't. I can even deal with hearing how close he is getting with them most of the time. I just wish he would consider what effect it's having on me...

I've told him I feel like I'm a bridge. I have been helping him deal with splitting from his ex, and now I seem to be helping him find another girl.

But I don't want him to find another girl. I want him for myself. But I can't be that selfish and deprive him of the opportunity to find a more compatible partner. I don't believe in "the one" but I do believe that you can find someone who feels perfect for you and so compatible that you don't even need to give others a second looking. And I feel like he hasn't found that with me..

He said he doesn't want anyone else, but I don't think his subconscious agrees with him.

31st May 2011

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I have been looking through eBay at chess sets, but I took a small detour a long the OH-SO-CUTE FIGURES route!

I know I shouldn't have, but I just couldn't help it... I've gone and bought EIGHTEEN Mario related figures for only £15.32. Yup, that includes P+P!

Here's the pictures of them all:

HOW CUUUUTTEEE?!?!!?!

I've also put a bid on these adorable disney princess figures!

If I win that, it'd come to £18.22 for 26 figures, which would work out as about 70p each!

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

:D